The ending..

Love is blind.

I was too blind and was not bold enough to stand up for my first love 6 years ago.

Never knew that you are serious towards me.

Anyway, syukur Allah has granted me such a good hubby.

My long lost flame, missing you always.

We'll always be friends.

I am content knowing that you still remember me.

My feelings for you were true those days and I've never lied to you.

It was you who never took me seriously.

You were so busy with your own world and I was not strong enough to compete with those.

I wanted to be the only one and let you go without saying goodbye.

I gave you clear sign but you ignored.

I went home to you in every step of my life those days.

Be it happy or sad, I came home to you.

I was ready to leave whoever my partner that time.

But you ignored me again and again.

May be I was not that adventurous for you.

Well, I was so busy with University life.

Assignments were up to my throat. I had little time for you.

You tasted life better than me. Nightlife is yours while I struggled to change our life for better.

I had one fling though my heart was still with you.

I knew you are happy with your new trophy sexy lady

Deep inside of me, I hope that we'll get back together like we used to be.

God granted my wish by taking away my fling and I went back to you.

We had wonderful times though you already have 'her'.

I took the chance to get you back and gave you signs..

I failed..we drifted apart again..

That time I knew I will lose you forever to her thus I left you for another fling.

I am glad that we have found the right partner for each other.

Let bygone be bygone and let's lead this happy life to the fullest.

I will always remember you and will always be.

Pray for me, please.

I just wanna be happy, that's all I want in this life and I want you to be happy too.

I am content with my current life.

Love, Irryn.