it has been years since my last post!
what a year!
FB had actually vanished me fm this blogging arena...
i am still here and hoping 2011 will be a happy year ahead..
life is rather dull lately cause too many works to be done..
we are busy with our new shop which is scheduled to be openned next month..
hopefully business will be good..after all..these are all for the kids..
Amin..

To ayah & hubby..thank you for being the best back bones in my life..

Love, Irryn.

been thinking of u all nite long
nvr crossed my mind that we ll get back tgthr
love u love our beautiful relationship so much
too much pain tht we ve endured
but those were the days..
People say..clinging to the past is just a waste of time
the recipe of happiness is to frget the past
arghhh..i just could not do just yet..
May God bless us..
Love, Irryn.

ramadhan 2010

ramadhan...
ramadhan this year is so strange..
the feeling is so strange..
the heat..ooohh..
yet so far..so far..

Love, Irryn.

it really bothers me..this issue of 'buang bayi'..
terjadi di mana2..this is a national topic...happening at our own backyard...
to those helpless ladies..pls turn to the right channel when u need help..
May God bless us..Amin..

Love, Irryn.

thank you fr yr nice text..
"u are always on my mind...and i will always love you"

if u heard this song by sarah mclachan...(i will remember u)...well it goes to u friend...
it reminds me of u...i was listening to that song when u were there..
i will never forget those memories..

Love, Irryn.

Loving you always...
my soul is yours
though we have never uttered a word
but i know..
deep inside your heart & mine..
we belong together..
though we can never cherish this feeling..
i want you to know that
i will always love you..

Love, Irryn.

da lama x update blog ni...menjak2 da active dgn Facebook..terlupa lak nak ber blogging...
hem..life..been pretty rough..no pembantu..all by myself...taking care the house & family..with t
he new addition in the family...but whtever it is..i am always strong as ever...no regrets...instead..am enjoying my life to the fullest....

Kusut..

tak tau mcm mane nak describe perasaan ini

sedih, ceria, sepi..semuanya bercampur jd satu

dgn siapa nak ku ngadu?

hanya pada Mu ku berserah, Ya Allah..

Love, Irryn.

Glad..

Glad that kids have started to behave nicely..

They can go to the loo on their own and no more pampers..(reduce the cost)

Glad that hubby is doing well..taking care of the shop..

Glad that there will be a new addition to our brood..

Glad that I have time to pamper myself with wide range of spa services..

Glad that I get to work with such a nice boss..

Glad that Allah has granted me with all these good life accesories while I am still alive..

THANK YOU, ALLAH..

Love, Irryn.

New Chapter..

OMG!!!

my boy is a grown up man...

blink..blink...he's 5 yrs old now..

Ready for a new chapter in his life..

Student..

Good Luck my darling son..

Love of my Life..

Hope one day u'll look back at this photo

and understand how much mummy loves you..

Love, Irryn.

Boring

Boring..why guys like to brag & flaunt their financial status to ladies..

As if we care???

It's good to be rich but rich dudes don't brag

Empty-pocket men who like to flaunt as if they are rich..

What a heck!!

Love, Irryn.

Get back to Routine..

After 4-day of being stay home mom..hem..not bad..my heart goes out to all full time housewife..so many chores to be done..so many things to look into..well..congrats..for being such a superwoman in both hubby and kiddos life..

As for me..i'll be back to office tomorw, facing all the routine office works..

at times it gets pretty boring but after such a long break..missing the office already..

anyway..next week, i'll be on leave again..from friday till sunday..to commomerate new year..another routine of 3-day stay home mom..

life is so interesting..

God, i'm blessed and berkatilah hidup kami sefamily.

Amin.

Love, Irryn.

'Kaput' Plan

I am on leave..from today till Sunday..yahoo..

Resting at home..finishing my annual leave..otherwise it will be forfeited by year end.. so it is best to consume it all before it all gone...

Had my breakfast jz now..bibik cooked nasi goreng & had susu to go with it...hem...im full for a while..

its raining outside..im all geared up to face the day...

Initial plan since last week was to go to S'pore Zoo but the weather seems bothering us..if it continues..we'll cancel our trip..i can't bring haziq in a weather like this..better be safe than sorry..anyway..am glad that both kiddos are fine and doing well..love them tenderly..

Alternatively what we'll do today is register haziq for kindergarten..

we've made our minds..we'll be sending him to Nuri Kindergarten and hopefully he likes it..

hope the teacher wont give him so many homework like he used to get from the previous kindergarten..pray hard...Hasya, we'll just send her to a reading class, Smartreader English reading class @ 2 hours per week...i guess thats enuf for Her at the moment..we do not want to pressure her just yet..

after that hubby will probably take haziq to dentist..for checkup..he got swollen gums..pity him..

Hasya and I will be staying home, watching tv..

what to cook? let bibik decide..as long as it tastes good, im fine with it..

Hoping that the rain will stop and we can go somewhere with the kiddos..

Love, Irryn.

The ending..

Love is blind.

I was too blind and was not bold enough to stand up for my first love 6 years ago.

Never knew that you are serious towards me.

Anyway, syukur Allah has granted me such a good hubby.

My long lost flame, missing you always.

We'll always be friends.

I am content knowing that you still remember me.

My feelings for you were true those days and I've never lied to you.

It was you who never took me seriously.

You were so busy with your own world and I was not strong enough to compete with those.

I wanted to be the only one and let you go without saying goodbye.

I gave you clear sign but you ignored.

I went home to you in every step of my life those days.

Be it happy or sad, I came home to you.

I was ready to leave whoever my partner that time.

But you ignored me again and again.

May be I was not that adventurous for you.

Well, I was so busy with University life.

Assignments were up to my throat. I had little time for you.

You tasted life better than me. Nightlife is yours while I struggled to change our life for better.

I had one fling though my heart was still with you.

I knew you are happy with your new trophy sexy lady

Deep inside of me, I hope that we'll get back together like we used to be.

God granted my wish by taking away my fling and I went back to you.

We had wonderful times though you already have 'her'.

I took the chance to get you back and gave you signs..

I failed..we drifted apart again..

That time I knew I will lose you forever to her thus I left you for another fling.

I am glad that we have found the right partner for each other.

Let bygone be bygone and let's lead this happy life to the fullest.

I will always remember you and will always be.

Pray for me, please.

I just wanna be happy, that's all I want in this life and I want you to be happy too.

I am content with my current life.

Love, Irryn.