Alone in KL

I'm at KLIA..alone while waiting for boarding time to JB @ 9.20 pm. Completed my course on ODS level 2 at PERMATA Bangi @ 5.00 pm. The subject/class was quite dry..nearly doze off during the lecture. too tired i guess..2 days away from hubby & kids..missing them so much but at the same time, it is quite worthwhile that I can spend my hours alone without anybody around..but too bad..i am on heavy headache..it was like when i was in university..often attacked by migrain..now i am back with one..maybe due to pregnancy..too scared to consume paracetamol and to bear it with lots of patience is the best medicine that i have for myself..
Alone..talking about being alone..teringat that one of training participants from PETRONAS mentioned that man prefers to have time alone, time with friends and time with family..but he added that woman need not to worry when man spend time alone but be worry when he spends time with friends because these bunch of men can do wonderfuls (too many brains i guess..)...mmmmhem..ladies..we have to be on guard when hubby out with friends arh...
I also agreed with him that quite man is more capable to do wonderful things compared to gila-gila guys..true enuf as i have experienced it once..my ex boyfriend, known as pijak gajah tak mati...got himself in love triangle with janda while we were together..worse still was..the janda is my good friend..luckily God loves me..i got the signs & left them..i am married to wonderful hubby while they were separated..that lady is now married to other man while ex is still loofing around without partner (that's what i heard, not that i know that he has partner now)..retribution...you'll get back what you have given to others..
Anyway I am blessed and praying hard that i will always be blessed by God.


Love, Irryn.

Open House everywhere..

Open houses everywhere...Some says Raya Gathering, others say Open House/Table..whatever it is..the topic would definitely falls back to the food..Raya food..ketupat nasi, rendang, peanut sauce plus sate and many more..

(droping saliva..slurp..) but of course the best avenue to visit each other..i wonder whether we'll visit each other if we do not have this kind of tradition...na..no..everybody is busy so Raya is the best time to vsit one another..hope others agree with me..

Last nite, I attended the opening ceremony of my brother in law's office & Tahlil plus Raya Gathering..HR Raya Gathering at office..tonite, another invitation which i got to turn down..too tired..pity the kids..their sleeping pattern will be distrupted..

Tomorrow i think i will go to my Boss's open house only..i gotta turn down the other one..(sorry Kak Siti, will go yours next year).

On Sunday..Kak Zehan's house? still thinking whether wanna go or otherwise.

We'll see..Anyway, thanks to all for inviting me to your lovely open houses..really appreciate it and i am blessed with lots of good friends..thank you guys..

May our Friendship last forever..

To Rosni, wish you all thest fro your engagement to Faizal on this coming Sunday at Temorloh..drive safely dear..

Love, Irryn.

First song dedication

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMcOast2WUQ

It was way back in 1992..

I got this song dedication from my secret admirer whom at last revealed himself through song dedication at Radio Ria Singapura.

Just to reminisce..his name, Faizal from class next door..hi faizal, how are you..wonder how's your life hah..how many kids in tow?..

Anyway..this song really touched my heart and still do..

Well..nothing's happen after the song dedication. at that tender age, i have no feeling for boys..yet..we were never an item back then..he became my good friend in the end..he's too matured i guess though we are of same age..

Here is the touching lyric of the song..by Red Hot Chillie Pepper..

UNDER THE BRIDGE

Sometimes I feel Like I don’t have a partner
Sometimes I feel Like my only friend

Is the city I live in The city of angel

Lonely as I am Together we cry

I drive on her streets cause shes my companion

I walk through her hills cause she knows who I am

She sees my good deeds And she kisses me windy

I never worry Now that is a lie

I don’t ever want to feel Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love Take me all the way

Its hard to believe That theres nobody out there

Its hard to believe That I'm all alone

At least I have her love The city she loves me

Lonely as I am Together we cry

I don't ever want to feel Like I did that day

Take me to the place I love Take me all the way

Under the bridge downtownIs where I drew some blood

Under the bridge downtown I could not get enough

Under the bridge downtown Forgot about my love

Under the bridge downtown I gave my life away

Love, Irryn.

Impian

It has been quite a while since my last update. I am at home all day..didn't go to work..i got terrible and heavy headache..thought of taking panadol but too scared to do so, since i am still in my early pregnancy. Just now, Kak Yong (biras) stopped by our house. She brought pisang goreng tanduk..not sure whether she did on her own or her maid did..well, doesn't matter..we had quite a long conversation over our tea session..(didn't serve her warm tea but camomile tea from Yeos..hehe).

We talked about her plan to go for hajj..umrah..new house and our other biras, nadia who is about to due in another few weeks..argh..she also mentioned that most of her friends, engineers from Titan are now in Arab Saudi..they resigned from Titan & currently working in one of the plants over there..well..people have moved on..explore new things while we are still here..sometime i wonder...would there be such an opportunity for me?..what is my plan for the future?..besides being wife and mother? do i have to sit still..working for others for the rest of my life...i read a lot of magazines recently and most of the stories are about women in businesses..i did ask myself..do i want to venture into business? what kind of busines?

..argh..i still have one dream that i wanna fulfil before i die..that is to further my study..i wanna do Masters..i am in a dire state to go for overseas university..i would direct my search to any external universities everytime i log on to internet...last time i used to log on to brad pitt's and angelina's but now..my priority has changed..My biras is leaving for UK next year for masters in finance. I am all green with jeolousy...anyway she deserved it..she's a smart lady..look up on her...wish her all the bests..

for a lady like me..i might have to resign to my destiny..continue my study locally..heard that Hizam is doing Masters at Uitm and Irwan is taking Accounting professional course..argh..i adore these people who dare to challenge themselves despite heavy workload/ commitments. To me pursuing for Master is not about to show others that you are more capable..but it is more to self satisfaction..those taking Masters must have this kind of feeling which i understand 100%..well..guys..pray for me..hopefully i can pursue my dream soon..people say you can do later..and some say..you have to do it now or never..still confused but i would say..my dream sticks..and i hope God will help me to turn my dream into reality..

I always get emotional when talking about education..this time i wanna do better..no more study for exam but really embrace into it..Semoga ALLAh memberkati impian ini..

Love, Irryn.