Life is a journey..

2011-09-17T08:05:00.002+08:00

it has been years since my last post!
what a year!
FB had actually vanished me fm this blogging arena...
i am still here and hoping 2011 will be a happy year ahead..
life is rather dull lately cause too many works to be done..
we are busy with our new shop which is scheduled to be openned next month..
hopefully business will be good..after all..these are all for the kids..
Amin..

To ayah & hubby..thank you for being the best back bones in my life..

Love, Irryn.

2010-10-17T05:46:00.000+08:00

been thinking of u all nite long
nvr crossed my mind that we ll get back tgthr
love u love our beautiful relationship so much
too much pain tht we ve endured
but those were the days..
People say..clinging to the past is just a waste of time
the recipe of happiness is to frget the past
arghhh..i just could not do just yet..
May God bless us..
Love, Irryn.

ramadhan 2010

2010-09-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

ramadhan...
ramadhan this year is so strange..
the feeling is so strange..
the heat..ooohh..
yet so far..so far..

Love, Irryn.

2010-08-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

it really bothers me..this issue of 'buang bayi'..
terjadi di mana2..this is a national topic...happening at our own backyard...
to those helpless ladies..pls turn to the right channel when u need help..
May God bless us..Amin..

Love, Irryn.

2010-08-16T23:30:00.003+08:00

thank you fr yr nice text..
"u are always on my mind...and i will always love you"

if u heard this song by sarah mclachan...(i will remember u)...well it goes to u friend...
it reminds me of u...i was listening to that song when u were there..
i will never forget those memories..

Love, Irryn.

2010-07-04T13:41:00.001+08:00

Loving you always...
my soul is yours
though we have never uttered a word
but i know..
deep inside your heart & mine..
we belong together..
though we can never cherish this feeling..
i want you to know that
i will always love you..

Love, Irryn.

2010-06-06T13:48:00.002+08:00

da lama x update blog ni...menjak2 da active dgn Facebook..terlupa lak nak ber blogging...
hem..life..been pretty rough..no pembantu..all by myself...taking care the house & family..with t
he new addition in the family...but whtever it is..i am always strong as ever...no regrets...instead..am enjoying my life to the fullest....

Kusut..

2010-01-29T20:35:00.002+08:00

tak tau mcm mane nak describe perasaan ini

sedih, ceria, sepi..semuanya bercampur jd satu

dgn siapa nak ku ngadu?

hanya pada Mu ku berserah, Ya Allah..

Love, Irryn.

Glad..

2010-01-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

Glad that kids have started to behave nicely..

They can go to the loo on their own and no more pampers..(reduce the cost)

Glad that hubby is doing well..taking care of the shop..

Glad that there will be a new addition to our brood..

Glad that I have time to pamper myself with wide range of spa services..

Glad that I get to work with such a nice boss..

Glad that Allah has granted me with all these good life accesories while I am still alive..

THANK YOU, ALLAH..

Love, Irryn.

New Chapter..

2010-01-05T21:24:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!

my boy is a grown up man...

blink..blink...he's 5 yrs old now..

Ready for a new chapter in his life..

Student..

Good Luck my darling son..

Love of my Life..

Hope one day u'll look back at this photo

and understand how much mummy loves you..

Love, Irryn.

Boring

2009-12-29T21:26:00.004+08:00

Boring..why guys like to brag & flaunt their financial status to ladies..

As if we care???

It's good to be rich but rich dudes don't brag

Empty-pocket men who like to flaunt as if they are rich..

What a heck!!

Love, Irryn.

Get back to Routine..

2009-12-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

After 4-day of being stay home mom..hem..not bad..my heart goes out to all full time housewife..so many chores to be done..so many things to look into..well..congrats..for being such a superwoman in both hubby and kiddos life..

As for me..i'll be back to office tomorw, facing all the routine office works..

at times it gets pretty boring but after such a long break..missing the office already..

anyway..next week, i'll be on leave again..from friday till sunday..to commomerate new year..another routine of 3-day stay home mom..

life is so interesting..

God, i'm blessed and berkatilah hidup kami sefamily.

Amin.

Love, Irryn.

'Kaput' Plan

2009-12-24T08:17:00.005+08:00

I am on leave..from today till Sunday..yahoo..

Resting at home..finishing my annual leave..otherwise it will be forfeited by year end.. so it is best to consume it all before it all gone...

Had my breakfast jz now..bibik cooked nasi goreng & had susu to go with it...hem...im full for a while..

its raining outside..im all geared up to face the day...

Initial plan since last week was to go to S'pore Zoo but the weather seems bothering us..if it continues..we'll cancel our trip..i can't bring haziq in a weather like this..better be safe than sorry..anyway..am glad that both kiddos are fine and doing well..love them tenderly..

Alternatively what we'll do today is register haziq for kindergarten..

we've made our minds..we'll be sending him to Nuri Kindergarten and hopefully he likes it..

hope the teacher wont give him so many homework like he used to get from the previous kindergarten..pray hard...Hasya, we'll just send her to a reading class, Smartreader English reading class @ 2 hours per week...i guess thats enuf for Her at the moment..we do not want to pressure her just yet..

after that hubby will probably take haziq to dentist..for checkup..he got swollen gums..pity him..

Hasya and I will be staying home, watching tv..

what to cook? let bibik decide..as long as it tastes good, im fine with it..

Hoping that the rain will stop and we can go somewhere with the kiddos..

Love, Irryn.

The ending..

2009-12-17T19:42:00.014+08:00

Love is blind.

I was too blind and was not bold enough to stand up for my first love 6 years ago.

Never knew that you are serious towards me.

Anyway, syukur Allah has granted me such a good hubby.

My long lost flame, missing you always.

We'll always be friends.

I am content knowing that you still remember me.

My feelings for you were true those days and I've never lied to you.

It was you who never took me seriously.

You were so busy with your own world and I was not strong enough to compete with those.

I wanted to be the only one and let you go without saying goodbye.

I gave you clear sign but you ignored.

I went home to you in every step of my life those days.

Be it happy or sad, I came home to you.

I was ready to leave whoever my partner that time.

But you ignored me again and again.

May be I was not that adventurous for you.

Well, I was so busy with University life.

Assignments were up to my throat. I had little time for you.

You tasted life better than me. Nightlife is yours while I struggled to change our life for better.

I had one fling though my heart was still with you.

I knew you are happy with your new trophy sexy lady

Deep inside of me, I hope that we'll get back together like we used to be.

God granted my wish by taking away my fling and I went back to you.

We had wonderful times though you already have 'her'.

I took the chance to get you back and gave you signs..

I failed..we drifted apart again..

That time I knew I will lose you forever to her thus I left you for another fling.

I am glad that we have found the right partner for each other.

Let bygone be bygone and let's lead this happy life to the fullest.

I will always remember you and will always be.

Pray for me, please.

I just wanna be happy, that's all I want in this life and I want you to be happy too.

I am content with my current life.

Love, Irryn.

What do u wanna be?

2009-11-10T21:30:00.006+08:00

I read an article from one of the newsletters at the internet just now..it says..most of us do not know what we wanna be when we grew up...it is really true...i can't remember when i really had a serious thought on a real sensible job on my mind..but for the new generation 's sake, we have to change this mindset. we must always encourage our kids to have one ambition that can motivate them to soar even further..when i left university, all i wanna do were i wanna work and earn money..not so much say what i wanna be..when people posed simple question what you wanna be in the next 5 years, all i did.. just smile..hem..it happenned to all of us..we have to change this..we have to put in our kids' minds that it is okay to be somebody..even minister one day.. and we older generation must not look down on them when they say they wanna be MD/CEO one day..we must support and let these young kids see the bright side of their dreams..Malaysia Boleh!!

Love, Irryn.

Domestic Helper

2009-11-06T19:17:00.003+08:00

At last, thank God that i've found one domestic helper. Really hope that this time around, this pembantu of mine will be a good one. Who can take care of kids while i am not around and can take care the household chores which i normally dismay.

Talking about domestic helpers especially from Indonesia, we must have lots of patience dealing with them. They are also human. Wonder why those people whom i read from the newspaper abused their maids. Really hope that all Malaysian employers who are now using expatriates' services as maids..be extra careful in handling them. They can turn out to be quite rude & rough so be careful in our daily conversation with them. Make sure they understand what you are saying and just take a deep breath when they don't get what we meant. Whatever it is, praying to God that my domestic helper from Semarang will behave nicely and take care of my kids with tender loving care.

Missing my former pembantu from Palembang and hate my former pembantu from Lombok. Ish, afetr all we are all human..let's work things together nicely.

I agree with our Minister Sharizad Jalil's move to further enhance the entrance of maids to Malaysia and ensuring they possess the right skills & knowledge before they work as domestic helpers in our country.

Malaysia Boleh!!!

Love, Irryn.

Alone in KL

2009-10-28T18:52:00.003+08:00

I'm at KLIA..alone while waiting for boarding time to JB @ 9.20 pm. Completed my course on ODS level 2 at PERMATA Bangi @ 5.00 pm. The subject/class was quite dry..nearly doze off during the lecture. too tired i guess..2 days away from hubby & kids..missing them so much but at the same time, it is quite worthwhile that I can spend my hours alone without anybody around..but too bad..i am on heavy headache..it was like when i was in university..often attacked by migrain..now i am back with one..maybe due to pregnancy..too scared to consume paracetamol and to bear it with lots of patience is the best medicine that i have for myself..
Alone..talking about being alone..teringat that one of training participants from PETRONAS mentioned that man prefers to have time alone, time with friends and time with family..but he added that woman need not to worry when man spend time alone but be worry when he spends time with friends because these bunch of men can do wonderfuls (too many brains i guess..)...mmmmhem..ladies..we have to be on guard when hubby out with friends arh...
I also agreed with him that quite man is more capable to do wonderful things compared to gila-gila guys..true enuf as i have experienced it once..my ex boyfriend, known as pijak gajah tak mati...got himself in love triangle with janda while we were together..worse still was..the janda is my good friend..luckily God loves me..i got the signs & left them..i am married to wonderful hubby while they were separated..that lady is now married to other man while ex is still loofing around without partner (that's what i heard, not that i know that he has partner now)..retribution...you'll get back what you have given to others..
Anyway I am blessed and praying hard that i will always be blessed by God.

Love, Irryn.

Open House everywhere..

2009-10-16T20:16:00.003+08:00

Open houses everywhere...Some says Raya Gathering, others say Open House/Table..whatever it is..the topic would definitely falls back to the food..Raya food..ketupat nasi, rendang, peanut sauce plus sate and many more..

(droping saliva..slurp..) but of course the best avenue to visit each other..i wonder whether we'll visit each other if we do not have this kind of tradition...na..no..everybody is busy so Raya is the best time to vsit one another..hope others agree with me..

Last nite, I attended the opening ceremony of my brother in law's office & Tahlil plus Raya Gathering..HR Raya Gathering at office..tonite, another invitation which i got to turn down..too tired..pity the kids..their sleeping pattern will be distrupted..

Tomorrow i think i will go to my Boss's open house only..i gotta turn down the other one..(sorry Kak Siti, will go yours next year).

On Sunday..Kak Zehan's house? still thinking whether wanna go or otherwise.

We'll see..Anyway, thanks to all for inviting me to your lovely open houses..really appreciate it and i am blessed with lots of good friends..thank you guys..

May our Friendship last forever..

To Rosni, wish you all thest fro your engagement to Faizal on this coming Sunday at Temorloh..drive safely dear..

Love, Irryn.

First song dedication

2009-10-12T22:41:00.004+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMcOast2WUQ

It was way back in 1992..

I got this song dedication from my secret admirer whom at last revealed himself through song dedication at Radio Ria Singapura.

Just to reminisce..his name, Faizal from class next door..hi faizal, how are you..wonder how's your life hah..how many kids in tow?..

Anyway..this song really touched my heart and still do..

Well..nothing's happen after the song dedication. at that tender age, i have no feeling for boys..yet..we were never an item back then..he became my good friend in the end..he's too matured i guess though we are of same age..

Here is the touching lyric of the song..by Red Hot Chillie Pepper..

UNDER THE BRIDGE

Sometimes I feel Like I don’t have a partner
Sometimes I feel Like my only friend

Is the city I live in The city of angel

Lonely as I am Together we cry

I drive on her streets cause shes my companion

I walk through her hills cause she knows who I am

She sees my good deeds And she kisses me windy

I never worry Now that is a lie

I don’t ever want to feel Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love Take me all the way

Its hard to believe That theres nobody out there

Its hard to believe That I'm all alone

At least I have her love The city she loves me

Lonely as I am Together we cry

I don't ever want to feel Like I did that day

Take me to the place I love Take me all the way

Under the bridge downtownIs where I drew some blood

Under the bridge downtown I could not get enough

Under the bridge downtown Forgot about my love

Under the bridge downtown I gave my life away

Love, Irryn.

Impian

2009-10-12T20:24:00.004+08:00

It has been quite a while since my last update. I am at home all day..didn't go to work..i got terrible and heavy headache..thought of taking panadol but too scared to do so, since i am still in my early pregnancy. Just now, Kak Yong (biras) stopped by our house. She brought pisang goreng tanduk..not sure whether she did on her own or her maid did..well, doesn't matter..we had quite a long conversation over our tea session..(didn't serve her warm tea but camomile tea from Yeos..hehe).

We talked about her plan to go for hajj..umrah..new house and our other biras, nadia who is about to due in another few weeks..argh..she also mentioned that most of her friends, engineers from Titan are now in Arab Saudi..they resigned from Titan & currently working in one of the plants over there..well..people have moved on..explore new things while we are still here..sometime i wonder...would there be such an opportunity for me?..what is my plan for the future?..besides being wife and mother? do i have to sit still..working for others for the rest of my life...i read a lot of magazines recently and most of the stories are about women in businesses..i did ask myself..do i want to venture into business? what kind of busines?

..argh..i still have one dream that i wanna fulfil before i die..that is to further my study..i wanna do Masters..i am in a dire state to go for overseas university..i would direct my search to any external universities everytime i log on to internet...last time i used to log on to brad pitt's and angelina's but now..my priority has changed..My biras is leaving for UK next year for masters in finance. I am all green with jeolousy...anyway she deserved it..she's a smart lady..look up on her...wish her all the bests..

for a lady like me..i might have to resign to my destiny..continue my study locally..heard that Hizam is doing Masters at Uitm and Irwan is taking Accounting professional course..argh..i adore these people who dare to challenge themselves despite heavy workload/ commitments. To me pursuing for Master is not about to show others that you are more capable..but it is more to self satisfaction..those taking Masters must have this kind of feeling which i understand 100%..well..guys..pray for me..hopefully i can pursue my dream soon..people say you can do later..and some say..you have to do it now or never..still confused but i would say..my dream sticks..and i hope God will help me to turn my dream into reality..

I always get emotional when talking about education..this time i wanna do better..no more study for exam but really embrace into it..Semoga ALLAh memberkati impian ini..

Love, Irryn.

2009-09-21T13:40:00.004+08:00

Salam Aidilfitri semua..

This year our family celebrated our first hari raya at Taman Mawar together with ayah & aunty..thought of visiting Gelang Patah & headed to Muar but all of our plans didn't turn out to our favour..

First, ayah was on high fever and secondly, my neighbour..Pak Ngah passed away..

Now, i am at home..since his family is so near to us. we decided to stay back and do whatever we can to help his family..in term of food preparation for tahlil tonight and and of course space of our home for the visitors..

Hubby still asking whether we can go to Muar..i told him it is not appropriate to do so since we are the late Pak Ngah's close neighbour..we should stay..and we are staying home..for raya..maybe we'll back on raya track tomorrow..to gelang patah, kota tinggi and perhaps Muar if time permits..

but before that i would like to share our first raya despite of ayah's condition...we brought alif to Kuala Masai (hubby's nenek house) and jalan2 ke rumah baru along and back to Kulai before we headed back to Nusa Damai..

Here are some photos taken for memories

we stopped by at Along's new haouse at Seri Alam..big bungalow at Country Residency..it has 7 bedrooms and I've booked one room for weekend stay..hahah..

another front view

this year, we are all very excited with Along's new car..BMW 6 series..

More family photos will be uploaded soon as camera is currently with hubby..kat mane dia eh..kat rumah jiran sebelah kot...

Love, Irryn.

Air Itam

2009-09-13T16:35:00.004+08:00

First time aku gi Ayer Itam..ke Air Itam semalam dgn hubby & kids..
guna hiway jd kejap je dah sampai..
tengok sana tengok sini..last2 beli doll minnie mouse & a lil bus for for hasya & haziq respectively..
plus nenas and few local tidbits..org ramai sgt..aku pun tak faham knp la ramai sgt..dorang ni nak beli bunga ker..kenapa tak de yg berkenan di hati aku yek...dan secara automatic..mood aku untuk berjalan menjunam..tetiba je kaki aku cramp dan macam nak pitam..after nearly one hour..we went back and i noticed hubby mcm boring je sebab aku tak excited..anyway, pengalaman yg boleh thn okay for me on Saturday.

Love, Irryn.

2009-09-11T22:13:00.004+08:00

Haziq was hospitalised for almost 1 week in early August 2009. He was attacked with complex seizure and we quickly took him to Hospital Penawar which refered us to Hospital Sultan Ismail. All the staff including the doctors were very nice. The facilities are all new and we were so comfortable over there. I met one friend by the name of Yoke Ling and she introduced me to one supplement product called E.Excel. Both Hasya & Haziq have been taking the products for the past 1.5 months. Since then, health is improving. InsyaAllah, hopefully they will be okay forever.

Along the H1N1 outbreak at the hospital

Along is now taking inhaler for his asthma

First day in hospital - bad mood

second day onward - sleeping all the time, too tired being dosed by various antibiotic

Lemah...sayang Along..

Love, Irryn.

I am Back...

2009-09-11T05:25:00.003+08:00

I am back after a long break guys...
Actually my computer broke down and I've bought new one two days ago
The 20" LCD monitor of crystal brite really gives me the pleasure to continue my journey thru the net...anyway enuf on my passion towards my new desktop..

It has been a while...argh..so many things have happened in my life since my last blog release. I will capture all the moments in a little while later.

Love Iryn..

Apakah kita Islam sejati?

2009-07-06T00:06:00.005+08:00

OMG! i was shocked but still managed to read thru the article on Malek Noor at Harian Metro Online just now. Sedih and my tears not only goes to him but to myself as well. Before i came across the article on Malek, i did a little research on yusuf islam..just for knowledge..ever since he embraced Islam, he has found the true meaning of life. i wish i can be strong like him.

Betapa lama kita lalai selama ini dengan urusan duniawi semata-mata hingga lupa, lupa segala ketidakcukupan adalah berpunca dr diri sendiri..bak kata Malek Noor, Allah akan beri pada hambaNya yg tak berputus asa..Ya Allah, terimalah taubatku...Amin..

Love, Irryn.

Our 6th Wedding Anniversary (5th July)

2009-07-05T15:15:00.003+08:00

Sedar tak sedar..it has been 6 years i've been married to my loving hubby..though he's not that romantic but i know he has the best interests for the family. To hubby, all the bests and thank you for being my lovely soulmate all these years. You are the most 'penyabar' after my father..i can't live without you and i wanna always be with you thru thick and thin..

This great partnership is now 6 years old..and i wish to stay in this lovely partnership for the rest of life . Amin (berkatilah doa kami)

our honeymoon photo..taken back then at Sarawak, blurry..camera dulu2..

Love, Irryn.

Little Hasya

2009-07-05T14:46:00.003+08:00

as usual, she hates taking picture..but anyway, got first place, you go girl!

For the very first time i've realised that Hasya has this super power like other kids as well..i thought she only know how to cry plus loud screaming..but she also has this ability to be a champion...She took part in yesterdays' event (Sports Day) in perah sponge for the most water filled in the glass. She got first place..proud of her....

Love, Irryn.

2009-06-18T14:33:00.002+08:00

Yahoo..On Annual Leave!!!

Didn't go anywhere in particular..just 'lepaking' at home

The smell of home of sweet home...fantastica..it is also a little bit quieter compared to staying home during weekend.

Love, Irryn.

New Day

2009-06-15T22:39:00.005+08:00

To commemorate the beginning of school's second term, we gave our lil son a new hair cut. A canto pop singer look alike.

Poor kak girl, she has been asking us all day why she didn't get herself a hair cut like along. "Next time ye, hasya"

front view

side view.

all the best to you, along.....for the second term of your pre-school. Put more efforts for final exam okay..

Love, Irryn.

On line Shopping

2009-06-12T23:44:00.006+08:00

Berdebar-debar actually.First time on line shopping kat http://www.getgorgeous.com.my/ , maklumla..before this redeem hadiah from kredit kad ade la..I bought myself a short mini dress which of course will be converted to muslim look and hopefully it fits me well. I placed an unconfirmed order for 3 pcs long-sleeve t-shirts priced at RM120 at first but hubby said.."no..better try something else, change your look! but try one pc first..if it's ok..we'll place more order next time", he said.

well..searched high & low for something that i've never worn before..got it at last..a lindsay lohan look...rainbow dress..what a look!!! and it costs RM68.00 only!! hope it reaches me safely and I can't wait to see the real product, but if it doesn't fits me, i will have to sell to others at half price then..crossing my fingers for the best. will update once i got the real product!

Love, Irryn.

House Visit

2009-06-08T19:28:00.013+08:00

Wow...OMG (Oh My God!!!)

those were the words uttered by us (hizam & I) when we reached the new home of Irwan (my friend from finance dept.). We were brought to visit the house by Irwan. i've been begging irwan to show the house since last month. at last..here we are..both hizam & i were amazed and couldn't stop commenting this & that...knowing the price is RM400K++, we couldn't stop admiring every corner of the house..perhaps irwan can start find a name for his house..teratak bonda ke..eh..teratak diana ke..

personally i love the area..so secluded dan tidak menyesakkan..the price comes with the ambience i guess..but i would pay the same price for ketenangan..tapi belum la dapat beli rumah RM400K mcm si irwan nih..tapi mana tau besok lusa..dapat rumah free ke..ade ke org nak bagi rumah free????..well..let's cut the crab..do view the house..

here i'm sharing with you the sneak peak of the house for all to admire (of course with the permission of irwan..exclusive nih..)

the big wooden door welcoming us into the house

jalan depan rumah yg luas..hem..seronoknye..

dinding yang sleek & stylish...tak payah irwan pening kepala nak cat warna apa lepas ni...

side entrance to one of the rooms...at the left side of the house

irwan a.k.a tuan rumah mengetuai our house visit.. thanks irwan for such a sporting friend...

the living room..spacious..

tanah sebelah rumah...the right side of the house

pandangan dari tingkat atas

another one...

side view...

pandangan dari balkoni tingkat atas...

green small forest at the backyard of the house..

the master bedroom..besar..gambar ni separuh je..altogether rumah ni ada 5 bilik..semua bilik ada individual bathroom..bestnye..private gituk..the master bathroom..a nice sleek look with build in asian-size bath tub...

pandangan dari sisi tepi..

tuan rumah (irwan finance) tengah tutup sliding door of the family living area di tingkat atas

rumah hadapan yg dah siap tukar main gate..irwan? you bile lagi nak tukar???? tapi macam penjara pulak main gate dia kan??

lupe plak..wet kitchen..ish..hizam ni interframe plak..hizam tengah berangan la tu..hem..nak pasang table top warna aper..kitchen cabinet warna aper??pening..berapa puluh ribu lagi nih...ish..hizam nih..kau jgn lupa rumah kau tu dah siap renovate..jgn berangan nak beli rumah lagi....doakan aku ni..dapat beli rumah cam ni besok lusa okay...

dining area..i like this..for malay family..tempat makan will be the centre of the house..biasalah..kita semua kan suka makan..my advice to irwan pls minimise your perabot & cabinet at this area..otherwise the area will be jammed pack..sempit plak nanti..ish..nak jadi interior designer la pulak..

last sekali..good bye Park View..nanti kita datang lagi yea..tunggu irwan & wife jemput house warming pulak...barbecue ke..open house hari raya ke..he..he..boleh kan wan???

Sebelum tu..hizam yang baru balik dari cameron highland bagi buah tangan..jem strawberry..yummy..& a book mark..cantik!! thanks hizam...

to irwan..thank you for the lovely house visit..bile nak jadi blogger macam i..suruh wife you buat kay..kitaorg pun nak tengok perkembangan house ni..(jgn lupa kasi rumah nama kay!!!).

Love, Irryn.

Weekend Dinner

2009-06-08T01:06:00.004+08:00

Had our weekend dinner at KFC Taman Dahlia..my kids enjoyed theirs and we went in the restaurant in Arabic style..ajiq completed his look with kopiah on top of his jubah & hasya with her bling-bling black mini tudung..

omg..dapat je whipped potato, both will 'jilat' the cover..hem..sedap kot..

hem..suapan pertama..hem..hasya sibuk tengok org sebelah..aku pulak sibuk tengok dorang..aku tak makan sebab i am on diet so aku cuba untuk tidak menyentuh makanan waktu malam selagi iman ku kuat...ahaks..

okaylah..nak makn ayam pulak..ajiq mcm biasa akan suruh aku letak sos tomato..After that we headed back home and stopped by Kedai Runcit Lee Heng for Vitagen and one mag for me..majalah Wanita..food for mind & soul....that wrapped up the day for the kids while for me continued mem'blog' dan came across this add from the mag..quickly browsed the website..hem..boleh tahan..2 adik beradik jual baju for muslim chic secara on line..aku tak lah tertarik dgn baju2nya sgt tapi aku tertarik dgn usahanya..to see, do log on to www.getgorgeous.com.my
That gives me an idea..bukan nak jual..tapi mengambil contoh sikap mereka yang selalu think BIG...orang-orang macam ni lah yang mencetuskan semangat dalam diri kita kan..to the siblings yang own the online shopping site..all the bests..aku kagum dengan usaha mereka..

Love, Irryn.

Lovely Saturday

2009-06-07T09:36:00.006+08:00

As promised..more pictures at Along's house..

puas aku menjerit to get them at one place..at last dapat jugak snap them in one good pix..ni pun belum cukup korum lagi nih..anak2 kak zuhan datang tp dah balik while eric ada kat KL...ish..cakap pasal cucu2 tokma & tokyah ni..dah 15 org semuanya..lagi best tahun ni, hujung tahun 2009..kitaorg akan dapat 3 lagi anak buah..one from the long awaited couple..pak uda & nadia, another one from ima & amin and another one from yan & lan..meriah..meriah... Aidil dengan peace nye..hemm..ultraman da penat..sebab tu peace je tu..

si botak..tengah angkut bebarang into car..

Tok Ayah with Hasya & Momoi

Hasya & Ku Sya..posing nampak???

Eh..ada kura-kura la kat sini...

Momoi..asyik baca buku jek..nanti besar boleh jadi cikgu ok..

nak mandi??? cepat..sensored la..nasib baik dorang tutup tutt...

eh..mamak..bergaya dengan tudung bulu-bulu...teringat zaman muda-muda la tu...

Love, Irryn.

SELAMAT KEMBALI..DARI UMRAH

2009-06-06T23:07:00.031+08:00

Welcome home to ALONG a.k.a big brother of the family i.e. my big brother in law. Safely returned to Malaysia at 2.30pm and me together with his lovely wifey & daughter were there at Masjid Sultan Abu Bakar to witness his return from umrah via S'pore. 14 days of umrah..so fast..pejam celik..eeh along dah balik!!. As usual..org balik umrah mesti botak and true enough, he is botak licin..however..under his white jubah, he still maintained his rocker-fella style..he..he...

As usual, we gathered at Along's house and were eagerly waiting for him to open his boxes..bila dah ramai..suasana memang dah macam pesta..finally the boxes were opened.....jeng-jeng....i got myself a bling-bling telekung & matching white tasbih plus stocking while hubby & other guys in the family got themselves a nice jubah..the material of jubah is so goood and another good thing about it...it is of Arabian..not from China tau...he told us he didn't got much time for shopping but he managed to grab few things available at his hotel i.e. Hilton.

As a gemstones lover, Along brought so many tasbih..from low to high quality..the tasbih ranges from amber to malachite..and tell you what..amber alone costs RM300 but the malachite which caught my eyes when Along put it on the table for all to see..the green stones with dark circle in it really caught me..and i quickly browsed the net to know more about it..it mentioned in the wikipedia (malachite stands for a bright green mineral consisting of hydrated basic copper carbonate) that when diluted it can be a penawar for irritation due to fungus, bacteria and i shared it loudly with the rests and all agreed that tok ma to keep it for later use..well..now the tasbih is in Kulai..yea..and jeng jeng jeng...the amber tasbih goes to Abah..it's a speacial gift from Along to Abah..

Another product that caught my itchy eyes is perfume...hem..Along bought two..one botol gemuk and another one with tall tower on top of it..both smell nice..i wish i can have it..well, being a smart girl...since i can't have it...i quickly took a few drops and 'genyeh' to my bling-bling telekung which i got from Along...at least i got it..yea..

As usual..those products come with stories..and all of us were captured byAlong's experiences at Makkah..he wishes to go there again in September..and i heard kak yong was telling the same..i wish Allah mendengar dan memurahkan rezeki Along agar mereka dapat pergi lagi...and in fact i hope that all of us can tag along with them..he..he...

Ya Allah, kau perkenankanlah doa kami...agar kami dapat berpijak di bumi anbia suatu hari nanti..Amin...

Along with wifey and Tok Ma

Along making sure all the guys got the right sizes while distributing jubah.."okay tak tu size 52? ah..tak muat..nah cuba 54 pulak"...

the enchanting green malachite

the amber that costs RM300++, it smells like oranges..you gotta rub it few times to get the smells out from the stones..

Marjan the Red..

the exclusive tasbih for parents & grandma..

the non-alcoholic perfumes for kak yong..
Along & wifey with a serious look upon his arrival..due to the hot weather kot..

Mamak (grandma) donning her bling-bling telekung..

Along Haziq in his little jubah

hubby..get handy with the perfume..while tok ma tengah cakap dgn anak-anaknya

barisan anak-anak sedara yang tengah membesar, riuh sekampung!!!

kids..reading books while we are sibuk'ing tengok barang2 dari Makkah..

superman..ultraman..semua ada...
ape la diaorg nih..asyik tengok barang jek...biarlah momoi (sumiyah) baca buku ok...

from left; mamak, ima, kakak & bad

Sofea (lil' angel of kakyong & along)..peace!!

siap je distribution of souvenir..along tengok kereta kesayangan..volvo..sambil dengar kak yong cerita pasal keadaan volvo sepanjg ketiadaan along.
Kakak Sofea..dalam boot kereta pun nak peace..kenape hasya tu???ish..ish budak2 ni..dlm meja pun boleh main sorok-sorok..

More pix will be uploaded soon..dah ngantuk argh..''zzzzz'..yawning..'zzzz'..

nite nite...adios...

Wedding Gift for Kathy

2009-06-05T13:17:00.006+08:00

Kawan-akawan kat ofis..donning with wedding gift for Kathy..i was on training on that day & can't join them but fortunately they took me in the tea set..ha..ha..

General Knowledge

2009-06-04T22:01:00.007+08:00

Kelaziman ku setiap pagi adalah membaca akhbar. On saja PC di ofis, I’ll straight to Utusan or Berita Harian (of course this action of mine is before 8 am kay). Terbaca satu article yg tak kurang hebat tajuknya..penulis mengatakan wajar ilmu kekeluargaan diajar di sekolah.

I was taken away by the subject written by such a respected writer. She is the Pensyarah Kanan Fakulti Syariah dan Undang-undang Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia (Usim). Below is the snippet from the whole interesting article which i took from Berita Harian (Thursday@4June2009)

“PENDIDIKAN mengenai rumah tangga dan kekeluargaan tidak boleh dianggap asing dalam sistem pendidikan negara dan ia wajar dijadikan sukatan pelajaran di sekolah menengah sama ada diserapkan dalam beberapa mata pelajaran sedia ada seperti Pendidikan Islam, Pendidikan Moral, Sains, Biologi, Kesihatan dan Bahasa Melayu atau sebagai mata pelajaran baru.

Bangunkan mentaliti rakyat Malaysia hari ini bahawa keluarga teguh adalah asas negara utuh. Rumpun keluarga harmoni dan berteraskan agama menjadi paksi kukuh bangsa bermaruah tinggi.”

Personal opinion of mine..i am 100% agree ‘ilmu kekeluargaan’ ini wajar diajar di sekolah dan aku ingin sekali lihat anak-anak aku belajar ilmu itu secara formal..so they know that this is serious & important as a person..not only academically smart tapi bisa menjadi insaniah yg cekap dari segi IQ, EQ dan SQ… ..maklumla bila mak bapak yg ajar..payah sikit..tapi itu bukanlah bermakna parents should relinquish our responsibilities in teaching kids of good values to teachers at schools..Perhaps by getting the theories at school, both parents and kids can share their knowledge towards the betterment of our lovely society. Sekarang ni pun, tak semua org2 tua buat tu betul..

Anyway. It’s a great article to start a day..towards a better world!

Love, Irin.

Demi Matahari..

2009-06-03T22:58:00.008+08:00

This is one of the lovely songs shared by the trainer during my recent journey at ESQ 165. i love this song and noted from the trainer that this is actually taken from ayat Al-Quran. Sungguh indah dan setelah aku hadir sessi ESQ, aku rasa sungguh bertuah kerana dilahirkan sebagai ISLAM. Ya Allah, bawalah kami kejalan Mu dan berilah Rahmat & Hidayah Mu kepada seluruh keluargaku. Amin..

The beautiful lyric for all..

Demi matahari dan sinarnya di pagi hari

Demi bulan apabila ia mengiringi

Demi siang hari bila menampakkan dirinya

Demi malam apabila ia menutupi

Demi langit beserta seluruh binaannya

Demi bumi serta yang ada di hamparannya

Demi jiwa dan seluruh penyempurnaannya

Allah, Subhanallah … Allah, SubhanallahAllah, Subhanallah … Allah, Subahanallah

Allah mengilhamkan sukma kefasikan dan ketaqwaan

Beruntung bagi yang mensucikan-Nya

Merugi bagi yang mengotori-Nya ...

Subhanallah

Dendangan : Kumpulan Snada (Indon)

For those who want to hear it..just google/youtube (mcm tak reti2 pulak)

Apa itu ESQway 165?

2009-06-01T16:39:00.004+08:00

Inilah pertama kali aku attend training ni..3 hari dari 29 till 31 May 2009..seronok dan pengalaman yg menarik. Training ni free bg aku (Company hantar :) ) lantas aku terpegun krn ada individu yg forged duit sendiri for this course. Ramai jugak la aku terjumpa geng2 yg dah lama x jumpa..eg. haniza cahaya baru and few others new friends from all walks of life.

Trainer nya Pak Rasyid sgt best..lontaran suara yang begitu bagus dan aku tak ade problem untuk faham bahasa indon ni sebab aku mmg dah biasa tgk channels indon such as SCTV & RCTI. Memang bagus dan mmg betul2 membuka mata aku..Allah hu Akbar!

Tentang kandungan training ni aku tak tercakap sebab u've gotta experience it yourself. InsyaAllah bila dah jd alumni ni..aku boleh gi recharge at any venue at anytime. Thank you ALLAH.

Tapi apa yg menjadi kesedihanku ialah my lovely son kena sawan on our back to PG pada hari last aku training. Inilah dugaan namanya. Semoga ALLAH kuatkan along dan hidupkan semangatnya agar terus berjuang.

Salam.

History in the making

2009-05-28T22:05:00.007+08:00

hari ni dlm sejarah, aku betul2 tak sangka yg aku akan hilang sabar dgn kata-kata seorg budak ni. considering he's one of my favourites..aku kecewa being treated like an enemy. he got the nerves to challenge others like nobody's biz. I know i was wrong in certain ways..aku ngaku but what else can i do? do i have to beg him? Anyway let bygone be bygone..aku dah hamburkan beberapa quite hurtful words to him and felt sorry for that. org kata suara aku kuat tp aku sendiri tak sedar sebab dalam keadaan yg menggeletar..in a first place i should have controlled myself but only God knows..the outburst was a spontanous act of mine. tindakan refleks yg pantas atas tindakan & respon negative yg aku terima dari that lil boy. aku pun rasa tak layak untuk aku beri nasihat pada dia krn he's a smart guy and he should've known what to do & what not. pengajaran yg amat mendalam buat diri aku sendiri sebenarnya.

To that lil boy..i've nothing else to say except all the bests..To all PMDP staff..all the bests and really hope all of you will be our project managers in the near future.

Trust you will.

life long accesories

2009-05-27T23:58:00.008+08:00

Saje nak share buat kenangan..may one day, my grown up along get to see this pix and laugh his heart out..

trying to show 'peace'

flaunting his blondey..

mirror mirror on the spoon???, who is the cutest in PG?

boring face, sleepy barangkali

the best accesories in the world..hubby donning his love interests..

can i cling along???

my dearest spotlight with big round eyes - it was a challenge to snap her and finally i got her with a little less smiley face that last for a mere 5 seconds..

LOVE YOU ALL..

2 cents

2009-05-27T20:18:00.009+08:00

It's true that things happened for a reason. Bagi aku, walau berat mata memandang, aku tetap akan kuatkan hati. Kadang-kadang aku tak faham dengan ofis politik..aku rasa orang tua, higher rank patut tunjukkan example yang baik..tapi apa yang berlaku zaman sekarang aku lihat lebih ramai orang muda lebih terbuka, tak mudah sensitif tak tentu pasal. nasib baik hubungan aku dgn kawan-kawan di ofis okay..walau ada bertegang urat tapi tak lah sampai tak bertegur sapa dan saling benci membenci. Terima kasih friends (Shukri, Nurihan, Kak Zhu, Fauzi, Kathy, Azie, Rosni, Fara, Kak Lily, Kak Yam, Su, Mas, Azimah, Mr. Yip, Baba, Shaf, Bad, Haiza, Kak Zara dan last sekali boss aku, En. Aziz) kerana sentiasa jadi kengkawan yang best..maklumla bila dah habis universiti, kawan2 yg ada cuma kat ofis..kawan-kawan dulu semua dah jauh2. terpisah kerana..keadaan.

Hem..dah makin ramai kawan-kawan yg jd bloggers, yg latest Nurihan, geng aku kat Training Centre. Mana address nye An? Boleh la kita berkongsi rasa suka dan duka bak tagline blog aku ni..Life is a journey...Kak Zara punya blog pun best..aku tak penah miss masuk blog dia..another blog yang aku suka blog haneef, budak PMDP from Terengganu..not bad eh..life seorg engineer. Aku really hope he will become Project Manager someday.. To haneef, selamat mendirikan rumahtangga.. Kak Irin doakan semoga awak bahagia dunia akhirat. Maaf tak dapat pegi..cause I have to attend ESQ at New York Hotel.

To Kathy, my office mate a.k.a my dearest lil sister..selamat berumahtangga. Moga happy selalu di samping Wadi yang hensem tu..lepas ni, balik kelantan boleh la kitaorg pesan tudung bawal eh..

Kepada Along (big bro in-law), Selamat menjalankan ibadah umrah. Semoga semua doa dan cita-cita along tercapai.

Sports Day

2009-05-27T19:37:00.003+08:00

Horayyy..last Sunday was the sports day for Along's kindergarten. Took some pictures of him along his friends. There were so many games. will upload more photos from camera soon..

ajiq & acha before 'off' to padang

ajiq in Yellow team..spot him!

Akademi Fantasia 7

2009-05-17T08:03:00.004+08:00

Juara Akademi Fantasia..Hafiz..I missed the celebration..i've fallen asleep when they announced the winner..ni pun dapat news ni from utusan online...but not to worry, still can see the ulangan today..yeah..hafiz won and he deserved it..though he is not that cool but what bests about hafiz is that he has so many sides of him..he can be romantic, wild, childish, dark and most importantly he is adaptable...kuddos to hafiz. Aril must have been very dissapointed with this loosing battle. Anyway, best man wins.

Here are the strong pointers why I like AF7

1. It is different from other AF so far..the outfits students pakai are up to date (tak payah la nak pakai baju macam mawi tu..labuci sana sini..eii geli yeak!!).

2. Students lebih berani bersuara..kalau dulu asal lepas nyanyi..angguk je apa kata panels..ni ada la suara skit..(gen-Y kot!!)

3. Pemilihan lagu..best skit kot..

4. Principal Tiara (a fine lady boss)

Anyway congrats to HAFIZ..

Morning Outing

2009-05-16T17:10:00.004+08:00

wow..a new entrance..recently stored next to Tasik..

happily sliding himself..

Went to Pasar Tani at Komplek PG..had our breakfast at Tasik Pasir Gudang..stopped by children playground..lovely Pasir Gudang..been tranforming herself from nothing to such a beautiful place to hang out with family & friends..kuddos to PBTPG, keep up the good work..

Sehari di rumah..gossip & tinjau2

2009-05-14T21:18:00.005+08:00

on emergency leave..hasya's not feeling well..she's in bed now..i'm worried sick sebab dia asyik muntah since morning..minum susu, muntah..while attending hasya at home, browsed the net on my fav. actors just now..as usual..i will search for brangelina..so sad...speculated around the h'wood that they are not doing well together..relationship is on the rock!! they must have been tired attending to their multinational broods that they don't even have time for themselves...really hope they will get back to normal once jolie wrapped up the shooting of 'salt'..i love watching brad in film and at the same time i love jolie's acting ever since i watched lara croft, tak sangka both jadi partners..

to add the drama..i hate jennifer aniston, she asked for divorce yet she is still thinking of brad..get on with your life jen..stop mentioning brad in every of your interviews....i know many hate jolie for stealing brad from aniston but to me..best woman wins..kejamnya..ahaks..tapi kalau jadi kat diri sendiri..takut gak yek..anyway i just love brangelina..to me, jolie is full of mystery while brad..kindda calm type of guy..perfect!! eh..risau pasal artis lak..macam lah angelina jolie dok kat belakang rumah..he..he..

cakap pasal rumah..since i am on leave today..petang tadi round halaman rumah tengok apa dah jadi kat pokok-pokok yang bukan di tanam oleh irena of course..macam biasa..i don't like gardening besides cooking.. pokok pisang yang ditanam by first pembantu rumah way back in 2005..dah masuk 4 kali berbuah..sedap..

abang long & kak girl (not feeling well) posing sebelah pokok cactus yang dah sama tinggi abang long..was planted way back 2005 jugak..

pokok jagung..hubby tanam 6-7 months ago..

Happy Mother's Day to Mama & Happy Birthday to Nick

2009-05-12T20:29:00.004+08:00

Abang Long showing his card...to me..argh..

I am a mom myself...I am blessed..surprisingly while doing my laundry..Haziq pulled my shirt from the back and gave me a small card..Happy Mother's Day..well..his teacher must have been told him to pass the card to me..argh..I am touched and quickly took my handphone..captured haziq with the lovely card..while taking the pic, i keep on telling myself..I hope Haziq & I can still celebrate Mother's Day next year and years to come..and to add the excitement..today..10 May is also Abang Long's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NICK HAZIQ BIN NIZAMAFFALAH...Mama doakan agar Abang Long sentiasa sihat & beroleh keberkatan dari ALLAH s.w.t. dan bisa menjadi anak yang soleh, berbakti pada nusa bangsa & negara..

Thank you Abang Long & Kak Girl....Love you always

Abang Long & Kak Girl..holding card together..Haziq was so excited while Hasya was so bored when asked to pose..she hates taking pic..

Bought something...

2009-05-01T06:50:00.005+08:00

kiddies..happy under the comforter..sejuknya..

Nothing much..i bought myself a pair of shoes..to be worn at the office of course..had difficulties to get the right size for myself and searched high & low just for a pair..anyway i got mine..not that cheap & not that expensive..at least i tak regret if it doesn't fit...(tahu la kan..kasut ni masa beli ok..tapi dah pakai dua kali..mula la tak sedap..)..another next best thing that i got for my kids was..air-cond. pity them..especially hasya..been complaining.."panas..panas"..late at nite..got her a small 1 hp air cond by York....happy hasya and i hope abang long boleh tahan sejuk..and for the first time, they are okay when i tucked them under the comforter last nite..hem..meleset kejap bulan ni..tapi tak pe..berbaloi-baloi..for kids, i'll do anything for sure..mama loves you kiddies..

for myself

ziarah...

2009-04-26T21:55:00.015+08:00

Julie..still smiling...though in pain...lovely lady!

Kerol & his son syahir while ita at the back was looking for something..botol susu kot??

we (hubby, kids and i) reached Johor Specialist at nearly 3 pm..was drizzling for a while ..met the rest at the lobby; Aunty Zaharah & Kathy, Kerol & ita with their two kids and indeed...julie's face has this rashes..so called butterfly rash..i noticed that...deep down inside of her..she's a strong lady...

kerol's lil angel..just like him..

shocking news...

2009-04-26T10:51:00.013+08:00

Received a call from my 'mak angkat', Aunty Zaharah that her second daughter, julie is in Johor Specialist..was admitted yesterday due to SLE. After i off the phone, i straight away browse the internet to know more about this SLE..of i know Seal, Heidi Klum's husband is suffering this and my friend's daughter..Kak Yati's daughter..syikin..hem..hope you will recover soon..i will be coming to visit you this afternoon kay..stay healthy gal..here is a little info what is SLE which I got from the net..

malay version is simpler...thanks to those who post all these for our references..

Menurut Pakar Perunding Perubatan dan Rheumatologi, Jabatan Perubatan Hospital Selayang, Selangor, Dr. Ong Swee Gaik, penyakit SLE merupakan penyakit kronik berpanjangan yang berlaku akibat kecelaruan sistem pertahanan tubuh iaitu autoimmune disease.
‘‘Sistem pertahanan tubuh merupakan rangkaian sel yang bertindak melindungi tubuh daripada serangan benda asing.

“Sistem pertahanan tubuh yang normal akan menghasilkan antibodi apabila ia mengesan organisme yang masuk ke dalam tubuh untuk mengelak serangan jangkitan organisme berkenaan. Antibodi yang terhasil akan menyerang organisme tersebut untuk mempertahankan tubuh,” katanya.

Malangnya bagi seorang pesakit SLE, antibodi yang terhasil menyerang sel-sel tubuh sendiri yang menyebabkan organ di dalam tubuh pesakit mengalami keradangan.

Katanya, penyakit ini kadang-kadang sukar didiagnos pada peringkat awalnya kerana gejala-gejalanya tidak begitu ketara. Ini adalah kerana gejala-gejala awal penyakit SLE tidak spesifik termasuk rasa letih lesu, demam, sakit sendi dan keguguran rambut.

Kebanyakan pesakit SLE (70 hingga 80 peratus) mengalami masalah kulit. Selalunya bahagian muka akan terjadi ruam yang dikenali sebagai malar rash atau butterfly rash. Ruam ini terjadi di bahagian pipi dan hidung dan oleh kerana bentuk ruam ini merupai bentuk sayap rama-rama, ia juga dikenali sebagai butterfly rash.

Ruam ini terdapat di bahagian badan yang terdedah kepada cahaya matahari iaitu di bahagian muka, leher dan lengan. Pesakit SLE juga mengalami keadaan di mana kulitnya lebih sensitif kepada cahaya matahari dan ruam yang dialaminya akan menjadi lebih merah apabila terdedah kepada cahaya matahari.

Oleh kerana penyakit SLE boleh melibatkan pelbagai organ dalam tubuh, penghidap SLE akan mengalami gejala yang berbeza di antara satu sama lain. Selalunya, menurut Dr Ong, gejala penyakit ini terjadi di bahagian muka dahulu iaitu ruam-ruam di muka, ulser di mulut termasuk lelangit, dan keguguran rambut yang ketara.

Antara tanda-tanda dan gejala-gejala yang dikaitkan dengan SLE ialah ruam-ruam pada kulit muka dan badan, kulit yang sensitif kepada cahaya matahari, ulser pada mulut, keguguran rambut, sakit dan radang pada sendi, demam yang berlarutan, rasa letih-lesu, sakit di bahagian dada apabila bernafas (pleurisy) dan vasculitis (radang pada saluran darah).
Penyakit ini buat masa ini, menurut Dr. Ong, tidak boleh sembuh tetapi ia boleh dirawat dan dikawal.

to julie..get well soon..love ya always..

Chocs..Reminiscence

2009-04-25T21:24:00.016+08:00

Home-made chocs by Kak Ju..yummy...eh..ada turtle..

Kak Ju just sms'ed me that she is making so called chocolates..sounds interesting..can i sell? hem..just wanna share with viewers that i haven't seen the product yet..i thought of dropping by her house this afternoon, but i geared my driving straight home after sending hubby to Seri Alam..kids & I stopped by Kip Mart..went to Marrybrown..had small fish burger..kids have taken their lunch at kindergarten..just took a small portion of marsh potato each...and went home straight..while i was driving i thought of gearing to kak ju's but since hasya hemm..poo poo..gotta get back home..perhaps tomorrow i will drop by her house..

kids have fallen asleep..i am still blogging while watching 'akademi fantasia 7', 2 johoreans (akim & yazid) are still in the show..that makes me thinking why we johoreans like being an artist..get glamour..bling-bling..amy search and few other singers and actors are from johore..born to be a performer kot..am i or am i not????

i did participate in Talentime during Sec. School, way back in 90s..huhh..malu ar kalau ingat-ingat balik..pakai kasut platform, dress merah East India..outdated dah...kalah lak tu!...tapi tak per...it was such a wonderful experience... i sang 'I'll never get over you (getting over me) by Expose...the lyric..really meaningfull & it touched me that time..to bring back my memory..hem..mushy..mushy..that time i was just broke up with my old click because he ignored me since he moved to Seremban..well, now of course i am okay cause God has given me the best life partner whom i love with all my heart..papa..i love you..yo..yo...

I'll Never Get Over You (Getting Over Me) by* Expose

I hear you're taking the town again

Having a good time.With all your good time friends.

I don't think that you think of me.
You're on your own now.

And I'm alone and free.

I know that I should get on with my life.

But a life lived with out you could never be right.

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens.

Long as the rivers run to the sea.

I'll never get over you gettin' over me.

I try to smile so the hurt won't show.

Tell everybody That I was glad to see you go.

But the tears just won't go away (won't go away)

Loneliness found me.Looks like it's here to stay.
I know that I ought to find someone new.

But all I find is myself always thinkin' of you.

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens.

Long as the rivers run to the sea.

I'll never get over you gettin' over me.oh...

No matter what I do.

Each night's a lifetime to live through.

I can't go on like this. (I need your touch)

You're the only one I ever loved... oh.

And as long as the stars shine down from the heavens.

Long as the rivers run to the sea.

I'll never get over you gettin' over me.

I'll never get over you gettin over.

Never get over you... gettin over.

I'll never get over you gettin' over me.

After that solo performance, my close friend, awin & i did our show with another song by bangles, "Eternal Flame"..it was the best moment between both of us..get to perform for a small crowd and her passion that brought me to sing confidently...between hasya & haziq..who will take after my singing passion?? we'll see..

Papa..bila nak gi karaoke ni?? Red Box??

Managing Morning Stress..

2009-04-24T20:43:00.013+08:00

Mom is crying over a crying kids..have you experienced this???

Haziq..layu..on our way to kindergarten

Have you experienced being so waxed up over a rush of getting your kids ready for school early in the morning? if you did, we are in same boat then...i gotta get ready and doll up for work and at the same time layan karenah kids over this and that...getting haziq a.k.a along out of bed is a another dreadful experience and to make him had his shower..hem not to mention brush teeth, breakfast ...that was really tough…i did browse thru the net for a tip or two on how to get start with kids early in the morning....very useful tips..huh..i wonder whether i can do it..you can log on too if you are of in the same boat as i am...the add is http://www.parenting.org/behavior/manageableMornings.asp

the author Connie Schnoes says..

1. Decide what time you need to walk out the door to be to school on time. (i always do and often break it....)

2. Make a list of the things that need to be done in the order they are to be completed. For young children drawings or pictures maybe helpful on the list. Get dressed Brush hair Eat breakfast Take medicine Brush teeth Put coat and backpack next to the door
(sounds good!!!)

3. Identify with your child a preferred activity he/she would enjoy doing after the rest of the list is completed when he/she has at least 5 minutes of time to spare before it is time to leave. (Both Haziq & Hasya love watching tv..poccoyo in the morning..)

4. Hang the list in a location the child can monitor. (will they understand????)

5. Inform your child he/she is to do each task on the list and check them off as they are completed. (do i have time to do this????)

6. As your child engages in and/or completes a task provide specific praise for doing so (e.g., good job getting dressed, your hair looks good). You may say things like “Just 2 more tasks and you get to watch TV.” “Wow, you are doing great, I be you will have time for piano this morning.” (always do this but fail to make him stop whiningggg..)

7. When your child gets everything done with time to spare, make sure he/she gets to do the fun thing. Be equally diligent in making sure he/she does not get to do the fun activity if everything is not done on time. (can we get to do this with little time that we have???)

8. Walk out the door on time! (tried and though on some occasions we failed but most of the time..we managed to reach our destinations...just in time..argh..)

The tips are meaningful and easy to follow..well..will try and gotta start the drawing soon..to all mamas out there, it is not easy to bring up little 'khalifah' of ours..sure it gives us headache but it is a worthwhile kindda duty that you will never forgo for anything else for the rest of your life...

Adios..

Who is she?...47 years old..

2009-04-22T21:48:00.007+08:00

I am not a fan of Susan Boyle yet I am one of those people out there....deeply touched by her..I am so touched that I am strongly agreed with Simon that she is a little tiger (naughty remark huh..but it's funny). Soothing voice and she is 47 years old and wanna be successful as Elaine Paige!!!..argh..she got the biggest YES ever. Little country spinster whom never been kissed before. It is sweet that she had never heard of Ashton Kutcher but heard of Demi Moore sometimes..and she has this cat, named Pable.. if I am not mistaken..argh..you should go to Youtube and get yourself mesmerised by her loud and full voice. I just love her..heard she's coming to Big Oprah's show soon. Hem..Larry King already did her.. Go..go and watch it...

Tudung...

2009-04-21T22:53:00.005+08:00

Gaya seorang model???

Hari ni aku pakai tudung Ariani which I bought recenty. I love this because it has one tone..comfy material and kemas...My first piece of Ariani's out of xx pieces..tu pun nasib baik they openned one in JB otherwise I won't have a chance to wear one..had the intention to go to the boutique last year during Ramadhan but the crowded place of KL really pissed me off. Had little shopping at Semua House & hated it so much cause too many people..Anyway my next aim is to have one from Munawarah..Jeolous tengok Kak Z...bile nak gi KL ni? To Nurihan..bila kau nak belikan aku hah...

Perempuan-perempuan..tak habis-habis dengan topic fashion; shoes, clothes, lipstick and we can talk for hours over it..though I am not that brand conscious but hey..if I can get one..who cares..oleh itu..Nurihan..don't forget my size ; S/M.

ABC..123..Really??

2009-04-21T22:28:00.006+08:00

Mata still sakit..kabur je..nape yek..apsal tak baik-baik ni? well, let's drop the subject..what I wanna share here is haziq and his recent hafazan..so cute..take a look and to haziq, you will laugh for sure when you see this..Papa, God has given me such a wonderful son & daughter and I am blessed!!

Monday Blues!!!

2009-04-20T21:51:00.005+08:00

What a Monday!!.

After such a long break due to 'tembel' ....berat nak naik kerja. Today Haziq 'tuang' sekolah..tak sempat nak kemaskinikan dia..shortcut, terus hantar dia ke nursery together with Hasya. Off to office, left kids at nursery in the good hands of the caretakers. Since my domestic helper 'Fatma' left after helping me for one month, I have become a super wonder woman..siapkan haziq ke sekolah early in the morning...iron his shirts and everything...dan bila tak sempat, terpaksalah kitaorg hantar ke nursery saja. Macam pack barang pulak...Talking about Fatma, what makes me so sad ialah she said she cannot tahan taking care of haziq because he is too naughty and always sick..well...with a big thank you over the phone, I have no regret letting her go as she was not that sincere being my pembantu rumah..that keeps me thinking of my former pembantu rumah that is Ita whom very close to me ..finished her contract with me and now back to Palembang..anyway...at least 'Fatma' terus terang that she can't handle kids..kalau dia dera my kids lagi haru biru dunia pulak nanti kan....ini semua ada hikmahnya...kids growing healthy at the nursery.Happy kot dengan kawan-kawan sewaktu dengan mereka.

Clocked out from office at 6.30 p.m. tumpang boss sampai bus stop and waited for hubby for few minutes and had dinner at Restoran Sasa..nasi lemak for kids, nasi campur for hubby and nothing for me..well I had mine, nasi ala subcontractors for my lunch, an early prepaid dinner at 4.00 pm at office just now..had this hotdog 1901...so delicious. Collegue ordered dan kebetulan Fauzi (my collegue, next to my table) on MC so aku ambik share dia. Rezeki but of course gotta pay RM2.00.

"Rasa macam jadi New Yorkers kejap when I had this hotdog"

Yummy...

Ever since 'Fatma' resigned, I have never cooked a decent meal for my family. Goreng telur, masak bubur for kids with ikan goreng ade la...We always tapau'ing from nearest diners like Restoran Ruza and Badee from breakfast to dinner. Thanks to hubby sebab tak bising, I guess he understands that I can't take another extra hours at the kitchen after such a long hours at the office..for that I really salute (standing ovation ni) those working women who cook, cause I know sangat letih..But one thing interesting is that I love watching program masakan...love seeing those chefs..to name a few that I know thru this passion of mine..watching tv of course are Oliver the naked chef, Chef Ramsey from the Hell Kitchen and another one from the tv show called Take Home Chef, an Australian with Brit accent. Another program that I like are Restaurant Makeover and Opening Soon..I love the tension behind this reality tv show but me...still don't like to cook..hah..hah..

The 'in thing'

2009-04-20T01:31:00.001+08:00

All 4 have different indulgence at the moment. While hubby is so much into fishing..jgn ngorat sudah la..kids so in love with smooch..ice cream.. sampai haziq dah tak der gigi depan..hasya still maintain with her beautiful gigi, but worries still..and I tengah gila makan kerepek..kerepek pedas power..been promoting to friends...ha..ha..to those who bought it, love ya.. to those who still have not rasa yet..do ring me up for an order or two. Go for locals..leave those munchies yang tak berkhasiat..ehem..ehem..macam la health concious sgt kan..

Memorabilia

2009-04-20T01:02:00.005+08:00

candid photo at the lift lobby on our way for dinner

At the theme park..

Saja nak post this..buat kenang kenangan masa bercuti kat Genting Raya 2008.. seronok dan penat..what a big family of us. Glad got married into this family of 10. plus anak buah of more than 10..havoc seh..gerek...meriah..pecah rumah!..cakap pasal ramai..kalau balik kampung..part tido yang best..kat sana ada satu family, kat sini satu family..hem..sesak nafas tapi kalau tak join the crowd...rugi..banyak cerita yang nak di cerita bila dah kumpul ramai-ramai..tapi aper aper pun..semua happy sebab asal balik kulai..makan..every 30 minutes...you just can't let go of the dining table...ada je yang nak di kunyah...ni belum balik kampung moyang kat kuala masai..pecah perut bila raya...makan dan terus makan...well, sebab tu la org kata..kenyang perut senang hati..

Whatever it is I am blessed being part of this beautiful family. May God bless us all. Thanks Abah & Mama for being so kind and patience to all of us.. Not forgetting my beloved ayah & aunty at Taman Mawar. They compliment my life, being such a strong pillars thru thick & thin. Amin..

Watery Red Eyes

2009-04-19T23:40:00.001+08:00

Eyes is still red. Got this from Hasya. She passed to all of us. Hopefully tomorrow can go to work as usual. This photo was taken on Friday...dah dua hari..mata dah ok sikit. Tak bengkak lagi tapi still merah dan kabur-kabur sikit..tapi kepala dah tak sakit lagi..yahoo..

kids with atok moh seng

2009-04-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

kids mandi kat luar dengan Alif (my lil brother) with atok layan them at Taman Mawar..so called kampungku la..so lovely. I love all of them sangat2. I promised them to go for swimming next week. Hopefully cuaca ok so dapat la pegi..hasya is a bit kuat but abang long haziq, I ve got to be very careful as I do not want him to fall sick. Alif is paling kuat...he can swim straight 3 hours and ayah got to carry him to get him out of the pool. happy to you all..

Mind me

2009-04-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

Just started this..blogging..seems fun..

cartooon

2009-04-19T19:53:00.002+08:00

Barney & Friends

Kids..so much into cartoon, downloaded lagu barney this aftenoon, hasya was so excited and can't stop humming the 'i love you' barney song. love ya all.

They love these two as well.